Today went to find <3 at 8am. Ok can I only sleep for 3hours and went to chiong bath to his house. As usual snatched his pillow and blanky to sleep! Haha, then went to amk for his zhen jiu with his ahma. LOL, end up that market he go is last time father keep bring me go eat want. Say got nice nice laksa. Why he so mad. While sitting outside alone, I took some pictures and played some games till a aunty ask me to help her fill up her forms. Ok, she say I'm a smart girl cause I'm left handed. Cool! But left handed really very smart? Then Aaron come out and pei me chat. Yay love you! ^3^ after he had done and departed with ahma, we went to somerset for his iPhone exchange. No choice see what kind of ppl use sia. Haha! Actually wanted go city hall then exchange to kallang deh... Because he keep want dabian lah!! Make me cnt hug my angry bird sia! Shag to the max! :( but I whole day also not feeling well, so it's ok bah. When we reach home, I jitiao go sleep sia. Gastric hurting and headache, sleep also won't wake lidat. Then he so cute keep spy me while I'm sleeping and give me a smoochie! So cute!! Muack <3 :]

P.S hopefully I can upload my overdue pictures. ^_^
There's picture for wed class trip at discovery centre. :]

Today aka ytd was kinda shag cause I was bribe by dear just to skip sch with him. Arghh! Attendance low again! :( Early in the morning I log into msn and he asked me to go to his house first then tgt go sch late. End up I sleep beside him because got cozzzy airconnn! Teeheehee! Then we both sleep like a boss! Tsk! He keep say like a balls. -.- sleep till time overshot and didn't manage to go sch again. MY PUDDING!! Awww :( make me cant share my pudding with cl and sep :( do prepare then go down eat. Ok, our appetite seems so small recently. Hmm? Jian fei! Hahaha! Back home watched 2nd season of Harold and kumar! Damn epic laugh like no tmr! Hahaha! Finish watch so went to slee! Hugging time!! Awww so comfy! So cute we! ^_^ why uh? Hahaha!

Ytd was a hot and spicy day with ♥! When to his house and be nanny again because of his thumb! He still can drift while playing ps3 etc like are you sure your finger is broken?? Haha! Wanted to cook Maggie for him end up he play the lighter burn dao me! :@
If only everyday we could be that happy can le ^_^ after that watched Harold and kumar and laughed madly. Then he went for check up with joule and left me alone at home. SLEEPING! Yay! Too hungry so I msg him I'm hungry! Hehe! I didn't know he really go da bao for me to eat. Awww so sweet! Love you! :> he say 只要看着我吃就幸福了. Awwww! Why he now do cute uh?! <3

Today wake up and do tons of house chores and cooked pudding for cl they all for tmr! As sep keep say she want to eat! Hehe! See I so good! It also been ages since I cook for ♥to eat also! Hmm, eggcited wor!! Later going down for contact lens! Shall end here! Byebye! :]

十六岁的某一天，因为有了他我的命运从哪开始改变了。起初只是因为好奇才在一起认为他不会带该我任何改变，但我错了。在一起久了才发现我不只是爱上他，我还特别依赖他。朋友都反对我们在一起好多次破坏我们的感情但这一切的一切我们都熬过了。可能我不是最好也不是最美，我的一切都是真得。一转眼就过了一年多，我这时才发现当时
我有多么的幼稚，傻，烦，无理取闹。可是那些伤痛，我可以引盖过去吗？朋友也一一离去，无人可以依赖，逛街。来到新的学校开始我新的生活，后悔也来不及了。为了他我放弃一切，改变一切。 不知道那是值得吗。时间一天一天过去，我们也有多多少少的分分离离。不习惯新的环境，一个人过自己的生活，去做工，读书，感情，家人。这些都给我很多压力，脾气也变了。他认为我变了，也对我冷淡了。静静的哭，发疯。告诉自己这一切都会过去。要坚强。

Basically, i won't update on this blog anymore. I'll leave it dead here. Bye peeps! Take care.

Things had get better after ytd visit to his house. I've have my family back to normal so as relationship. Seriously I don't ask for anything more. I managed to kept his heart mostly thanks to a novel which helps me make the first move. It teaches me those dos and don'ts. Now is my turn to concentrate on my studies and aim for poly. I really envy those of my friends who is able to study sec 5. Its too late to regret. Alright shall end post here. I shall go and post more at Aaron's blog ^^v.

I also updated our blog. I've written all my feelings already. I really hope you would go read it.

I should get my blog set to private soon as too many extras are reading or maybe they wanna curse me this is what I deserve? Whatever you all gonna say cause I don't give a damn.
Ytd went to aokk house sleep while waiting for him to back home. After that something happened because he ain't treating me like how he treated me. End up he told me that his feeling for me had started to fade away. But I ain't stupid too. I already knew this would come that's why I putting so much effort to change now. I tried to send those guailan msg how I used to be. But you didn't care. I tried to send those sweet msg and you didn't care too. End up you told me because you saw my msg jitiao sian diao. Have you ever thought of my feeling when you said this to me? Do you know that my heart is dying inside? I don't want you to hungry so I work. I lied that I earn 30 but its fake. Cause I earned less then that during that day. I only ate bread so I would have extra cash to give you. I would do this is just that I want you to concern me more. But you didn't seems to appreciate it as well. I know why your feeling has faded for me. It's my fault too. But why I would become like this? Because you lied to me several times and used alot of words to hurt me. I also wanted to being like last time badly. Where I could receive your msg say you miss me. Where you call me your cute pig. It's been month and you never called me that anymore. Yes I did wanted to break badly but I just can't. I don't want to throw you alone when you need someone to help you. You said I'm selfish and never though of your feeling I can admit. But did you do ever though of my feeling too? I tried to change but did you change for me too? You never. Im useless to you right now. That's why you break with me also don't feel a single pain or even I sacrifices my salary to you, you also treat it as nothing. I don't want you to pay me back my money or whatever. I just want you to treat me like last time. How you used to called me every night that's all. I don't ask for much seriously. Today I tried to being nice again and you ignored again. Do you know how much it hurts? I really feeling like end this relationship ASAP you know? But I just can't. I really can't. Cause I would always remember how you pamper me last time. If you're feeling just keep on fading then just break totally. I dont want to block you finding another better girls. I suffer will do. God is really unfair to me... I'm crying badly silently...

Sch had reopen for about 2 weeks and im late for... ALL 2 WEEKS! LOL! Sorry sep nid you help me take my book yet i didn't make it on time :( Today damn jialat, sch starts at 10am and i wake up at 8am. Then i still spends lots of time surfing net till about 8.30 then go change my clothes and dry my hair. 9am i still at kitchen enjoying my lays. LOLOL! I keep on 'enjoy' and forgotten about my mock test at 10. So didn't make it on time. FML LAH! I promise i try not to late anymore! Grrrrr! Make my gpa lesser siols! Pekcek alrdy :@ After sch go find buibui. Shared with him a plate of rice then i say "You've gain fat. Time to exercise after your op liaos. Cause your body shaggy le :x" He jitiao say he want go gym. Joker, so accompanied him and his kor friends to gym. Damn funny when they play with the vibrate thingy machine. Each of them put it to maximum speed then stand. LOL!! End up they cnt get down from that machine siols! Too numb, can't feel anything. Haha, then they played with some equips etcs. Saw smthing i hated so quarrel with him on the spot. Then you promised me that you only love me. But i really hoped you would really do what you say. I somehow glad that you know 1 thing that i say ^^v. Alrights shan't post too much. My bladder gonna burst :(

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Didn't blog for a period cause i was sick. I also don't know what exactly im suffered. LOL! Just kept on vomiting these few days. Mon vomit, thur vomit and today. I vomited because of gastric and i vomited out also cause gastric. Damn stupid want lah! Shall stop posting those unhappy stuff le. I've cried for 2weeks and my eye had swollon and it hurts seriously! :"( Afterall he still needs me. School had reopen for about a week. Saw alot of those ex office student had promoted to higher nitec. AWWWWWW! Freaking envy hope i can too :3 I try to summaries what had happen within these few days ^^.

Monday :

Things had turn better! Happy gurl le ^^v. Went to sch without sep :( Sob kinda miss joking around with her. Tgt with huishan and kally study study! When to his house and quarrel... =.= Don't wish to say. First day vomited since march.

Tuesday :

Try to be nice alrdy but received heartbreaking msg makes me wanna die when im half way on sch. So decided to skip sch once i reached serangoon mrt. Eddy and sep accompany me thru those sad moment. Thanks brother and sister :) Sat down at one of the void deck crying alone while listening to songs. Till then both sony and samsung hp low batt and its time for me to go home. Buttttttttt! The most creepy part is! While i walked past a void deck , there is a ahpek drinking beer alone and smiling at me. Okok it does seems "kinda normal" and guess what i noticed? HIS EYE KEPT ON STARING ON MY BUTT!!! WTF IS FREAKING SUAY ALRDY!!! Good thing is, he nvr stalk me :3 While i walked half way near bus stop, i heard a guy keep on calling 'mei nu' but where the hell is the 'meinu' while i am the one who is only at the path way? Sense smth's wrong so took out mirror to check. SAW A UNCLE BEHIND STALKING ME!!! FML!!!!! Just now that not enuf still got second round =.= tried walk fast and he walk even faster. I walked out of the void deck and take the path which is near the road. Saw his face and he just RIGHT BESIDE WAVING HAND WITH HIS CIGG AT ME!!! I swear he definitely waving at me!!! With that creepy smiling face again! He just kept on following me where ever i go. I called aaron for help. But he scolded me for not listening to him for not going home. Is like abit unreasonable lah, i stayed at there still because of who? So i took a U turn back and that guy also did the SAME!!! OMGGGGG!!! I run as fast as i could to get away from him. Yay, managed to lost him. Aaron kip on scolding me. LOL! ( I now then realised why he did this. Because he cared me ^^V Happy happy ) Took a long route back home. Actually wanted to drink and smoke thru these unhappy moment but i decided not. Im a GOODGIRL! LOL! Aaron called and joke about that tikopek thing. Wtf lah, i scared like kns yet he still xin zai le huo. After that called zhenzhen to chat. Etcetc.

Wednesday :

Back to sch and notified that my CSV result i scored 92/100. YIPPPPEEEE!!!! A SIOLS! Damn freaking happy! So as my OSA revision test i also score 92/100 too! ^^V. Happy happy. So went to his home. Etcetc. Finally im sick and eye shown some irritation due to 2weeks of sobbing.

Thursday :

Went to sch without my contact len!!! ARGGHHHH ITS SO FREAKING UGLY!!!! After sch mit up with mei at point. From dizzling to heavy rain once i reached hougang. So a auntie sent me across the road to point. Woohoo my saviour! And i also saw you. I bet you alrdy know that i hated you. Don't you dare give me attitude or what. Think thru what you ownself had done wrong. Had KFC with mei and then shop around for my white eyeliner. Siannnssss all so expensive dehhs =.= On the way back home my mei and i saw this indian couple sitting at void deck leaning each other. Yup, its common but the weirdest is! Why is the girl's hand kept on shaking nonstop at the place i supposly to be the guy's penis? Both of their eye were very engrossed with the thing that the girl is shaking. They were damn freaking shocked to saw us walked past. WTF?! Masturbating at public during at noon? DISGUSTED! WHAT'S WRONG WITH PPL NOWADAYS? Back home and vomited out everything i had ate earlier. Ton night because of him. At 12am i couldn't slp so decided to use com so he pei me chat till 4+ till i slp.

Friday :

Only slept for 1+hr then rushed down to sch. During pe i saw that so called josephine. LOL!! Eeew. Took the same bus with him <3 After sch headed down to mall at mit up with mummy they all. Had lunch at there and borrowed my fav book again! <3 Vomited again at there. What's wrong with my stomach uh? Also bought concession for both bus and mrt. I also noticed that sg ahpek lack of love is it? like so desperate for sex. Keep on spying girl's underneath. DISGUSTED! Didn't have any appetites after that. Didn't know my jetjet hp can sold for 90 bucks wor!!! GREAT DEAL MAN! Planning to sell away. I didn't take any nap yet freaking tired now.

How i really wish someone is there for me, to cheer for me when im sad, tell me what to do next and a friend whom can be rely on. I also wish that i could know what he is thinking exactly. I really don't want to play anymore. Im tired of crying alone... Ytd nite he say let's patch back after i say im not going to ask for patch anymore. Then say all these is april fool prank. Morning still msg me pig weather very hot drink more water. Now he say don't let other mistaken us and say april fool so long ago le. So he is telling me whatever he ytd say is fake? That msg also fake? I really don't want to play anymore. Do you know your words really hurts? What for make me happy half a day then say its fake? I really don't know what to do anymore... Don't have the mood go sch anymore... Wanted to quit sch badly...

Yippeee~ Finally hp can connected to com ^_^ Shall upload some random pic ~ I kinda miss my strawberry nails :"(

The proudest result i ever get =.=

Today rather early blogging. Cause my mood was totally ruined. Im desperate, im sad, im frustrated, im emo-ing, i felt like crying and i don't know what to do exactly. Im alone here. Nobody knows how i feels. You know the feeling? The pain within me is unspeakable. These few days thought things would be back as usual like how we used to be. But i was wrong. Yes, no matter how hard i tried or how hard i tried to ment back nothing is gonna change i don't wanna to end this 1yr plus relationship which i had put my whole heart in it. Called him at afternoon. All his answers are remains as friend and ask me find other guy. But have you ever thought of my feeling? If i don't love you, i would alrdy find other guy like no matter what. I admit its my mistake to say break and you've tired of all these. If you say you know how girls feel all that you should know usually girls say break is merely a speech of anger they don't mean it. Why would i say so? Because you've done smth that hurts me. I know guys will eventually flirts around but can don't do it where i can see? I angry because i care. I worried that 1 day you would go stead with them and left me alone. Is not that i don't trust you seriously. Is i had been dumped by lots of guys... I hated the feeling being alone. Crying. I hated the way that you answered we remains as friend. It hurts me totally. If you choosed to remains as friend why bothered to ask me go to your house you put your arm over my shoulder and asked me to kiss you? I don't like you giving fake hope. And i hated when you asked me go to your house and remain a distance because we're friend. You know how much it hurts? Before that we're that close and now we need a distance apart... I know my words hurts you completely. But what about yours? It hurts me more. You keep on asking me go stead with yc. I and him is IMPOSSIBLE. Because ONCE HE HURT ME. I don't like him too. I admit that i nvr kept my promises neither you do. I promised that i would change but nobody teaching me how. Now i know everything and you're not giving me any chances. I seriously don't know what you really wanted... I wanted everything to be normal like how we used to be. But what i did seems not working...

Ytd night didn't really sleep well because of 胡冠群lah! Say what will call me after awhile yet he forget about it!! And made me waited him for 3hr!! =.= Now neck muscle pain x.x Poor neck :"( Today cabbed down to kk hospital for checkup. Omyomy first time went to see doctor alone!! Usually i would scared the outcome is negative. LOLS!! Consulted the doctor and had my pregnancy test. So the result is YUP! IM PREGNANT THAT'S WHY I GO KKH!!!! OMGGGG!!!! fake! Haha! Went to buibui's home to play. I don't know what exactly happened to him uh? Make me cry and make me laugh like mad. SIAO UH? Then he said that i wear like prostitute. Really meh? Kind of >.< So back home~ Suddenly feel like taking pictures~ BUT HP SPOIL!! FML =.= And currently webcaming with buibui!! Damn happy that he wear the ring can alrdy :3

Btw through these days i've learn alot about guys. For me is alot im not sure about others. If anybody knows more do give me some advices wor! ^_^ And these are the 10points about guys. Tell me if im wrong :)

• Guys hate their gf say break when they quarrel.


• Guys tends to flirt around but in the end they still love their own gf.


• Guys hate their gf don't trust them (check HP!)


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  Guys preferred to say i love you then apologise. Cause mostly is the girl apologise what!


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  Guys likes to show off right infront of girls and others just to show how capable are they ._.


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  Guys likes their gf "sa jiao" at them. LOL , like tikopek >.<


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  Guys have very strong pride of themselves. (For what?)


• Guys are like girls, they like to surrounded with girls woo-ing after them. Just to make them popular.


• When guys promises you smth mostly it won't happen. Unless smth which is important, those minor they will forget so girls should not take it sooo freaking seriously like me!


• When guys say they love you out of no where. They really does! :D

Saw my formspring and what sherlyn asked me is 'Where do you think is the most romantic place to propose? And i answered 'During sunset at the beach with heart drawn or inside the ferries wheel during night time !' Hmm? Let's see!

LIKE FREAKING ROMANTIC!!!! :3

For singapore flyers at night inner view i can't find much :"(

Anddddd there's 3rd places i wanted too! Suddenly im addicted to SUNFLOWER!!!

DAMN ROMANTIC I TELL YOU! Hahaha! Damn happy that my google adsense had approved ^_^ Rmb to click on those ads! Alrights shall end here :)

Been through these tough few days and make me realised something. Life is cruel, each people have their feeling, personal space and limited endurance. I think i expected too much? I always though that im right to control my bf tightly since he's mine. Hah, kinda naive thinking. As i nvr been a relationship before except this. Had been thinking lately... Within my mind its always that so perfect living inside the fantasise.. I should stop it right? Its like what's wrong with people around me recently? Do you all hate me that much? When im quarrel with aaron, i wanted to find you to give me advice. But what advice will you mostly give? Those negative ones cause you don't like me being with him. Still abit weird without you all since i've tgt with you all for few years and nearby areas friends. Shall put this friendship aside first cause you all nvr cherished this friendship. I've trying very hard to mix well with you all but it doesn't seems working. Forget it.. As for my parents, they're getting too much. Ever since i failed my N lvl and when to ite, they had giving me attitude. Like, going to ite study is it a crime? They felt me going to ite is such a DISGRACE! OMG, who teach them this uh? They controlled me every sec. Even i came back home they would be awake and waiting for me just to questioning me. Today i've lie to them that i went out to sentosa with class. Know what my mama said? Better stop going with your class and stop participating in class outing. WTF , seriously its too much. I dye hair she also complaint. Hey, its my hair and session head also nvr catch me after that than why am i not allowed to dye? Is like she very bu shuang with me. Bitch lah! She say i pengwei because i keep coming home late as i've promise her i would come home early when i start sch at ite. What about her? She's the one who pengwei first! Said what, after i graduate from secondary and im allowed to have stead. Yet she's spying me using any method! Cb lah, damn buey tarhan of her le. Now is holiday and she keep on chasing me to work. But i also can't find a job what! Know what she told me? Go mac work lah or NTUC also can. Faster go work and cnt use bank money. Wtf, i previously work and those pays i can't even use? Damn unreasonable ley. Since primary sch i had my PSLE and failed her expectation so she's giving me attitude. FML, she diao me and giving those gloomy faces cause i can't make it to express. I scored 171 NA. Now i've failed N lvl just by 1 mark then she damn buey song with me. 3weeks holiday she only give me about 70 or 80 can't rmb. Including food expenses, transport and outing and weekends. Whatever i wear, she would criticize me RIGHT INFRONT OF EVERYONE. Casual wear wasn't a short with a plain tee? I can't. She expected me to wear everything LONG. Yeah, im not like those clever type. But must you lidat treat me? Mei and me have thinking of moving house when we gets abit older. Alright shall stop posting about those negative ones. Lets move on!!! ^_^

Today cooked for buibui as usual but this time i had to learn how to cook cheese toufu!! As i nvr cook that before @.@ Did manage to cook very well and i eat is just cooked and its sizzling hot!!! So it will be very nice but by the time i bought for him it's alrdy cold so it didn't taste that nice? :( Haiis sad lah! Watched anime awhile so headed to sch for his scholarship thingy. Grats, i nvr get it before =.= Blahblahblah, so accompany him go for hair cut!! Actually i only say that i want to dye hair but nvr say at salon dye dehhs... So dye my hair and realised that the colour is abit darker then my previous hair.. LOL! Nvm lah go for mature theme :D *Puke* Wait for my hair to done is like from afternoon till night. Its not exaggerate is the truth. Haha! Had cup noodle for dinner. Kinda cool but i had been eating noodle these few days... :s Then headed home..

I swear im gonna bring my nail lotion whenever i go! MY NAIL KIP ON CRACKING!! I know it's my irregular diet caused but i can't prevent what? Haha, gonna go. BYE! :)

I don't even know what should i do now? The day before is april fool and had quarrel with buibui till we broke up... I really hold on my tears till the end... I felt damn tired alrdy and wanted to rest for it.. But there's some reason that i don't wanna let go.. My heart totally cracked when you replied my question sooo directly... So consulted eastella for advices. Wow, didn't really know she's much pro then me in knowledge for guys. Should consult her for advice earlier!!! Chatted with her almost for the whole night. Great that i still have her :) She asked me to send mushy msg to him. But i fear that it might not worked, so i didn't dare to sent. Well it's my first time typing those kind of msg too! She said its my fault too for taking too granded on this realationship. Yup, i can agreed and aaron you also take it for granded hor!! My case is i like to ask for break when im pissed off or i don't understand the situation clearly then misjudge the situation. Then his case is used me to giving in for him and keep on breaking promises. From what i know, guys don't apologise to girls instead they use sweet talk to soften a girl's heart. (It can be sweet sometimes!) For girls is a rather shy type. They preferred to apologise more then guys do! Guys don't let their pride down easily as they wanna show how "strong" they're. I've learned that guys like to surrounded by girls and must be feel like alot of girls is falling crazy over them. OMG, its kinda sick for me :3 Haha! No offences seriously >.< He didn't reply me.. So i burst out. Crying hard in silent.. Eastella is trying her best to comfort me. Thanks sister <3 I asked her whether should i call aaron first or he call me first. Her reply was him. After i done brushing teeth , i saw a missed call from him. I was damn freaking happy. I swear i could jump up superb high siols! I stopped crying immediately. Perhaps eastella was right. We didn't build our foundation well. Which cause us keep quarreling. We shall understand each other more right? Just realised we've been tgt for 1yr plus yet i didn't know all of these. Felt kinda pathetic and a failure to be your gf siols.. But i've decided to make an effort to know more about guys and control my "missy attitude" bahhs.

Ytd went to your home. I didn't dare to say anything. I fear that your respond will not be what i wanted... So i kept quiet all the time and kept on crying... After awhile we managed to be normal how we used to be, playing, hugging etc... After when you send me home, i sent you a msg: what kind of relationship are we now? You reply: don't tell ya. I was kind of excited that hoping everything will be fine.. Till just now. You are words hurt me to the max. You said that we be best friend now on... Its like telling me that whatever i wanted to change or trying to improve and its gone now? It hurts seriously... My mind has alrdy given up but my heart still holding on this relationship tightly and i don't know why. Cause i believe that you'll take care of me rest of my life that's why i keep on holding and whenever you need help i'll try to be the first to help you.....

Had been busying searching for my makeup stuff. What I've aim are only found in japan! How pro am i? Including all those shipping fee will be costing like a bomb. SHAGSHAGSHAG!! Forget it... Shall starting on saving :"( I kept on wondering how did i managed to save up to 100+ when I'm sec within a month! Kinda amazed when i rmb how "rich" i were back then. LOL , joke. I spend all my money on @cash instead for my ownself. So zai @.@ Haha, shall move on bahhs...

Today went to buibui's home with 3boxs of packed food. I self invented kfc chill tomato hotdog!! It supposingly should be tomato sauces no choice home run out of tomato... New invention with certified by AARON OH!! So happy that he say '只要是我的老婆煮的都好吃'. HAHAHA!! Of course abit 暗爽 lah. Mircale that he played with me the whole time ^_^ Why suddenly so sweet huh? Im still the best right? :3 Watched jackass 3 till around 7+ then went down buy chocolate orea!! Our all time fav! :) Till there i can't remember what he said that pissed me off. I alrdy quite pissed off with what the person said and he still pour oil in to it grats. =.= Nvm, since i've cool down... I believe that karma will strikes on that person mouth! Aahahaha! I felt like chopping off your head then place in above my bed as decoration. Woohoo! Head collection booth. I LOV'IN IT! ^_^

Eastella teach me not to kill brain cells on them. Okay , shall listen to her. Goodgirl94 :)

Back then realized that my STRAWBERRY NAIL IS CRACKED. FML!!! I used the whole midnight then paint ley!! Needa change again... SIANNNNNZZZ ... Nvm shall end post here :)

Gotta work seriously. Shag , DAMN SHAG MANZXZ! Recently there is high demand of cash for myself. Woooooh, money AGAIN. I bet everyone is fussing over money everyday. If you don't means either you're a millionair or you're a kid! Haiis, recently flip thru some japanese magazine that i had bought when im sec 3? And i saw this freaking brilliant make up stuff! TAPE FOR DOUBLE EYELID!!! OMGGGGGG! Although i personally using eyelid glue, but after that when im doing my eyeliner everything will turned messy! Sad due to my 1 double 1 single eye :@! It was highly rated for easy to stick on to it. I can't seems to find it anyway in singapore. From that website its says free and fast shipping. I don't know is it real or not x.x

LOL , sounded like im advertising this stuff. Omyomy, gonna save money for contact lens too! Its expiring soon during this upcoming april! FML lah!

Today went to aaron's house with my 爱心饭 as for the apologises. I don't know should i say him annoying or cute or manly or girly? Awww! I still liked the way how he hugged me tightly as usual >.< Damn happy when everything is back to normal ^_^ Hohoho! So played awhile then met up with his kor , mum and his mum's bf. When down to toa payoh for his mum and kor to see doctor. Kena disiao by HU KUAN QUN all the way. Kinda irritating :@ After that went to the hub for his ROC facial wash. Woah, its not like LV or PRADA or GUCCI etc sooo freaking damn hard to find it. Walk until my body starting to sweat alittle. So his mum's bf drove us to old airport road to eat. Went to mall to help father and fatty buy their things. Omg, i also want that cure thingy but so exp siols. Last time sold 50+ siols, now is 42. Sobsob :( Still can't buy yet. But mall got free what water treatment ley!!! Other places like i didn't saw it ley. Kinda of good bargain >.< Haiis , tmr i can't go find buibui yet he passed me some money and asked me to cook for him. Kelian siols... I can't go because my mother tmr gonna bring me go temple pray and insisted me to stay at home... How?!?! I really hoped that you not angry about these ehh.. :(

Ytd quarrel with aaron. Because i ytd didn't go to his house. OMG! Like seriously? Like this small thing and you're quarreling with me? FML man. Ytd im down with slight flu so i sleep abit longer and due to i ton night till 4am. What about you? When you flu, didn't you continue sleeping while im beside you? I still take care of you ley. You say what, if i sick you would take care of me. What a crap! Utterly disappointed with you. I ton night 还不是因为你 because you previously asked me to .... (Shhhh!) Forget it lah, whatever i type here also no use right? You also won't visit my blog anyway. Since you alrdy said you had ppl to replace me... Actually is not i wanted to quarrel with you from the start ley. I know you just act cute thru phone and abit sad that i nvr go. But i hated the way how you responded me. I SERIOUSLY HATED! The way how you bo chup my question to you. Damn fuckup ley! At night called you serveral times and you picked up 1 time. What's wrong with that attitude uh? I wanted to show my apologise by cooking for you to eat tmr got your fav somemore. And you didn't give a damn for it. You just hmm hmmm ALL THE WAY! ARGHHH :@!!! Give you eat shit lah! The worst part is at around 11pm i called you and you said that you're sleeping! Goshhh! Pekcek ttm lah! Feel like strangle you till your head drop man!!! Forget it lah if you still continue with this attitude.

Ytd stay over at buibui's house again. I've abit used to it sleeping without my precious booster :(
Did quarrel often during the 2D1N stay. But i promise i still love you the most okkies? >o<
Play as usual. So watched Red riding hood till 2+, not really nice lahhs. Kind of boring a short story then they make it like 90min long? Then kena wake by him around 4+ am. SERIOUSLY DID I REALLY SNORE THAT LOUD MEH? After that went down to 7elven bought cup noodles eat. Chiong-ed back home cause someone want to shit dey -.-" Watch another movie, dragon pearl is it? I can't rmb lahhs! I slept during half way of the story. LOL!!
Not long then go eat again... It should be around 1+. Ehh seriously you need to watch your diet siols. I lidat eat buey tar han want vomit alrdy siols. Take care of your body can? :o
Blahblahblah.... I too lazy to type out the rest. So went back home because mother keep kpkb. Wtf is it siols! I told her i will be staying overnight at outside for 3D2N then she keep check this and that. Like police ley. Damn irritating. Im alrdy 17 years old and im nvr allowed to stay overnight like chalet thingy before. I hated parent being too over protective to me can? I have my own rights to do what i like. Some you can control some you just can't. Why don't you step 1 step back and make things easier for the both of us? Haiis....
Before head back home, i went to mall to buy chicken eat again. OMG , i've been eating 3 days ago. Im absoluety addicted to it le. Haha... Shall end post here...

Its being sometimes since i blogged my blog. Shall post some overdue pics ^^v.

This pic is taken during CNY that time. Its being awhile but very memorable wor! :)

Thanks to his uncle took this family pic with the Oh's family.

Haha , have fun during ITE. Seriously i have more fun in ITE than in Sec. At least they would be there for me when im sad. I've decided to break up friendship with those bunch of people. I had i done wrong exactly that they need to treat me this way? Damn fuck up with their attitude etc. I treated them as my real friend and what i get back? Confess with my bf? Scold me when you don't need me? I rather don't have such friends as you all. Im not scared you all either. Bitches. All of you all are just using me. Hah, not now anymore. You say you're desperate for bf so i call aaron to help you intro some guys to you. End up you go confess to him. Ever since i pass you his num , you nvr contacted with me or say you're despo for stead. Whatever i msg you , your replies will be short and felt annoyed to receive my msg. What's the different between bitch and you? I felt damn disgrace to have you as my gans. Like SERIOUSLY! To whom once was my best friend. When you need my help, you expected me to be there for you. When you're sad , i took my inivatitive to ask how are you. But when you don't need me how you treat me back? You scolded me at fb and ignored my apologises. Seriously , i don't know what i've done wrong? I replied your chat at msn and you scolded me at fb. Hah , you're being damn bloody unreasonable. Without you all, i also can live. Without you all, i have less gossip btw i don't like to gossip that much. Chaoturbye.

Currently i am happy with what i have , UO1101A but except that guy. I hate you to the core! GET THIS ON YOUR FUCKING MIND! Show what attitude uh? Like i care?

Btw last friday got a girl Joylynn Chua Ming Er (Search her at fb!) freaking thick face eh her. She chat with my bf at fb. But that time i was using his acc while he is sleeping. I shall post the whole conversation if i manage to remember all clearly :)

Joylynn: Hi

Aaron: Hi

Aaron: Aaron is sleeping now.

Joylynn: Really meh? Who are you?

Aaron: Im his gf. Why?

Joylynn: Really ah? I also his gf ley. (spamming)

Joylynn: Dumbass (spamming)

Aaron: Real or not? You also his gf?

Joylynn: Really lah. Im his gf.

Joylynn: Dumbass Dumbass. You bitch lah.

Aaron: Shutup lah. Btw he nvr say you're his gf.

Joylynn: Bitch dumbass. (spamming)

Aaron: Bitch lah you. You damn annoying ley.

Rest of it i can't rmb much. But i rmb this part I SWEAR I REMEMBER IT DAMN CLEAR AS CRYSTAL!!!

Joylynn: Ugly lah you.

Joylynn: What's your acc? Why don't dare show? Ugly right?

Aaron: No. At least im better than you. You ugly shit.

Aaron: I look better than you lots.

Joylynn: Still a virgin right?

Joylynn: Virgin Mary (spamming)

Aaron: At least she is well known by its virgin.

Aaron: You not virgin meh?

Aaron: Btw i only allow aaron to add ugly girls. Opps , so you're ugly too :)

Joylynn: Im pretty that why he add me.

Joylynn: Btw is he add me want. Because i look very pretty.

Aaron: Sure a not?

Aaron: But he say you add him ley. So thick face say yourself pretty. Ugly shit.

Joylynn: Aaron your gf is harrassing me! I call my lawyer to sue you.

Aaron: Come lah. Like i scared.

Joylynn: Btw everytime is he tok to me first.

Joylynn: I got asthma do you know?

Aaron: Hello? I saw all the conversation is you tok to him first. And like i care you got asthma?

Joylynn: Btw he ask me go to his house tmr.

Joylynn: I will go and see how ugly you're.

Joylynn: Bitch (spamming)

Aaron: Come lah. He also call me go to his house tmr.

Aaron: I confirm will slap you once i saw you.

Joylynn: Dog. I will throw you and him into toilet and fuck.

Aaron: You very rude you know?

Aaron: I bet all your friends hate you with this fucking attitude.

Joylynn: I have alot of friends. Not like you.

Aaron: Hah , alot of friends nid come cyber and find friend? Pathetic.

Joylynn: Scared i snatch him away from you? Pathetic (spamming)

Aaron: No. You're so ugly why should i scared?

Joylynn: xs boob lah you.

Aaron: Sorry, mine going c cup liaos.

Joylynn: Dumbass. Virgin mary (spamming)

Aaron: I bet you got no bf right? So ugly. Thats why come cyber right?

Aaron: Cause in real no guys wants you. Come cyber also no guy wants you.

Aaron: Kelian.

After that she sent a mail to aaron's fb.

Joylynn: Bad taste go find this kind of guy. And what if i say i love him?

Aaron: Hah, you say him ugly and now you say you love him? Lie to who uh?

Hah , because she bo wei gong then called aaron to help her. AS IF AARON WANT HELP HER. Aaron ask her don't disiao siao then kup liaos. Plus he also say she damn ugly and irritating. Long wanted block her alrdy. Ahahahaa , pathetic bitch.

Damn happy to saw this post.
To the world you may be just one person; but to one person you may be the world ♥
Lim Peiying
Awwww! This is buibui wrote for me during last year. So cute right? Love him to the max ^^v.
Friday he damn cute luhhs! On thursday ask me don't go to his house on friday as he scared that he can't wake that early. But end up during friday, he woke up at 10+ especially for me. As i told him if i call him, he nvr listen means i don't go alrdy. Haha, miss me uh? >.<
Buibui faster recover wor! I don't like to see you suffering :(

See this? Haha , my buibui very cute right ? :) Felt like pinching him :P

Today didn't go sch again. LOL. Cause i don't really wanted to play the rope climbing course. Damn bloody who the hell would like to play uh? CRAZY. Planned to go for PIE lesson after they've done the rope course. End up all lesson cancel ~ Woohoo~

Jialat uh. Absent for today liaos.... ._. Didn't eat till now. Actually wanted find buibui go out dehhs. But he sick no choice. I don't know what happening to him recently. Like something is hiding from me. Is it i think too much? Just that my instinct kept telling me something is wrong.. Am i that so annoying that you needed to ignore and cold to me? Haiis nvm bahhs. Let time heals.. Btw i sooo happy manzxzxz!!! The test for my CSV and OSA i got A . Wooohooo!!!! Just a simple quick review then i got A. LOL , can't be too showy. Later i might fall higher...

Ok le. Shall end here, buibui call me blackshot with him le.

Back to post. Today is the second day of CNY. Went to aaron's uncle's home slack. Perhaps im the last want to reach there bahhs? At there slacked awhile then around 6+ his father drove us back to his grandma's home. Played then too hungry so went down to eat. CNY then alot of shop are closed =.= Damn sian!!!! !@#%%^^&^$@. Shared bank account with buibui ^^v.

Saved my angbao money into his account and had his bank card too :) So now i've got OCBC and POSB. LOL! Go to seafood restaurant eat. Walao , that person thought i want add rich also then give me extra bowl of rich... =.=! Its not i wanted extra bowl!!! Its AARON!!! :@! EXTRA CHARGE LEYYY!!! $$$$$ :"(! So go wait for joule awhile together play 21. Woah , his house void deck damn alot of flying insect. Like aeroplane lidat. Fly here and there . BUZZZZZZ!! :D

Went to his kor kor's home play 21. Starting kip win money till his kor be banker i kept lose. WHY UH?!?!?! Drank 2 can of carlsbege , stomach buey tarhan once at home =.= Played around 1.30 took cab home. Reach home and bath i vomited. Gastric alrdy. LOL , heck care since im going die soon.... But seriously why ppl kip think im a vulgar girl? Am i? Am i a ill brat girl? But i don't really think so? Plus why some ppl don't believe im aaron's gf? =.= We have been together for 1 year alrdy. Hey, im real! We even got couple ring and necklace alrdy. Still think im fake? =.=