Been through these tough few days and make me realised something. Life is cruel, each people have their feeling, personal space and limited endurance. I think i expected too much? I always though that im right to control my bf tightly since he's mine. Hah, kinda naive thinking. As i nvr been a relationship before except this. Had been thinking lately... Within my mind its always that so perfect living inside the fantasise.. I should stop it right? Its like what's wrong with people around me recently? Do you all hate me that much? When im quarrel with aaron, i wanted to find you to give me advice. But what advice will you mostly give? Those negative ones cause you don't like me being with him. Still abit weird without you all since i've tgt with you all for few years and nearby areas friends. Shall put this friendship aside first cause you all nvr cherished this friendship. I've trying very hard to mix well with you all but it doesn't seems working. Forget it.. As for my parents, they're getting too much. Ever since i failed my N lvl and when to ite, they had giving me attitude. Like, going to ite study is it a crime? They felt me going to ite is such a DISGRACE! OMG, who teach them this uh? They controlled me every sec. Even i came back home they would be awake and waiting for me just to questioning me. Today i've lie to them that i went out to sentosa with class. Know what my mama said? Better stop going with your class and stop participating in class outing. WTF , seriously its too much. I dye hair she also complaint. Hey, its my hair and session head also nvr catch me after that than why am i not allowed to dye? Is like she very bu shuang with me. Bitch lah! She say i pengwei because i keep coming home late as i've promise her i would come home early when i start sch at ite. What about her? She's the one who pengwei first! Said what, after i graduate from secondary and im allowed to have stead. Yet she's spying me using any method! Cb lah, damn buey tarhan of her le. Now is holiday and she keep on chasing me to work. But i also can't find a job what! Know what she told me? Go mac work lah or NTUC also can. Faster go work and cnt use bank money. Wtf, i previously work and those pays i can't even use? Damn unreasonable ley. Since primary sch i had my PSLE and failed her expectation so she's giving me attitude. FML, she diao me and giving those gloomy faces cause i can't make it to express. I scored 171 NA. Now i've failed N lvl just by 1 mark then she damn buey song with me. 3weeks holiday she only give me about 70 or 80 can't rmb. Including food expenses, transport and outing and weekends. Whatever i wear, she would criticize me RIGHT INFRONT OF EVERYONE. Casual wear wasn't a short with a plain tee? I can't. She expected me to wear everything LONG. Yeah, im not like those clever type. But must you lidat treat me? Mei and me have thinking of moving house when we gets abit older. Alright shall stop posting about those negative ones. Lets move on!!! ^_^
Today cooked for buibui as usual but this time i had to learn how to cook cheese toufu!! As i nvr cook that before @.@ Did manage to cook very well and i eat is just cooked and its sizzling hot!!! So it will be very nice but by the time i bought for him it's alrdy cold so it didn't taste that nice? :( Haiis sad lah! Watched anime awhile so headed to sch for his scholarship thingy. Grats, i nvr get it before =.= Blahblahblah, so accompany him go for hair cut!! Actually i only say that i want to dye hair but nvr say at salon dye dehhs... So dye my hair and realised that the colour is abit darker then my previous hair.. LOL! Nvm lah go for mature theme :D *Puke* Wait for my hair to done is like from afternoon till night. Its not exaggerate is the truth. Haha! Had cup noodle for dinner. Kinda cool but i had been eating noodle these few days... :s Then headed home..
I swear im gonna bring my nail lotion whenever i go! MY NAIL KIP ON CRACKING!! I know it's my irregular diet caused but i can't prevent what? Haha, gonna go. BYE! :)
