Yippeee~ Finally hp can connected to com ^_^ Shall upload some random pic ~ I kinda miss my strawberry nails :"(

The proudest result i ever get =.=

Today rather early blogging. Cause my mood was totally ruined. Im desperate, im sad, im frustrated, im emo-ing, i felt like crying and i don't know what to do exactly. Im alone here. Nobody knows how i feels. You know the feeling? The pain within me is unspeakable. These few days thought things would be back as usual like how we used to be. But i was wrong. Yes, no matter how hard i tried or how hard i tried to ment back nothing is gonna change i don't wanna to end this 1yr plus relationship which i had put my whole heart in it. Called him at afternoon. All his answers are remains as friend and ask me find other guy. But have you ever thought of my feeling? If i don't love you, i would alrdy find other guy like no matter what. I admit its my mistake to say break and you've tired of all these. If you say you know how girls feel all that you should know usually girls say break is merely a speech of anger they don't mean it. Why would i say so? Because you've done smth that hurts me. I know guys will eventually flirts around but can don't do it where i can see? I angry because i care. I worried that 1 day you would go stead with them and left me alone. Is not that i don't trust you seriously. Is i had been dumped by lots of guys... I hated the feeling being alone. Crying. I hated the way that you answered we remains as friend. It hurts me totally. If you choosed to remains as friend why bothered to ask me go to your house you put your arm over my shoulder and asked me to kiss you? I don't like you giving fake hope. And i hated when you asked me go to your house and remain a distance because we're friend. You know how much it hurts? Before that we're that close and now we need a distance apart... I know my words hurts you completely. But what about yours? It hurts me more. You keep on asking me go stead with yc. I and him is IMPOSSIBLE. Because ONCE HE HURT ME. I don't like him too. I admit that i nvr kept my promises neither you do. I promised that i would change but nobody teaching me how. Now i know everything and you're not giving me any chances. I seriously don't know what you really wanted... I wanted everything to be normal like how we used to be. But what i did seems not working...

Ytd night didn't really sleep well because of 胡冠群lah! Say what will call me after awhile yet he forget about it!! And made me waited him for 3hr!! =.= Now neck muscle pain x.x Poor neck :"( Today cabbed down to kk hospital for checkup. Omyomy first time went to see doctor alone!! Usually i would scared the outcome is negative. LOLS!! Consulted the doctor and had my pregnancy test. So the result is YUP! IM PREGNANT THAT'S WHY I GO KKH!!!! OMGGGG!!!! fake! Haha! Went to buibui's home to play. I don't know what exactly happened to him uh? Make me cry and make me laugh like mad. SIAO UH? Then he said that i wear like prostitute. Really meh? Kind of >.< So back home~ Suddenly feel like taking pictures~ BUT HP SPOIL!! FML =.= And currently webcaming with buibui!! Damn happy that he wear the ring can alrdy :3

Btw through these days i've learn alot about guys. For me is alot im not sure about others. If anybody knows more do give me some advices wor! ^_^ And these are the 10points about guys. Tell me if im wrong :)

• Guys hate their gf say break when they quarrel.


• Guys tends to flirt around but in the end they still love their own gf.


• Guys hate their gf don't trust them (check HP!)


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  Guys preferred to say i love you then apologise. Cause mostly is the girl apologise what!


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  Guys likes to show off right infront of girls and others just to show how capable are they ._.


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  Guys likes their gf "sa jiao" at them. LOL , like tikopek >.<


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  Guys have very strong pride of themselves. (For what?)


• Guys are like girls, they like to surrounded with girls woo-ing after them. Just to make them popular.


• When guys promises you smth mostly it won't happen. Unless smth which is important, those minor they will forget so girls should not take it sooo freaking seriously like me!


• When guys say they love you out of no where. They really does! :D

Saw my formspring and what sherlyn asked me is 'Where do you think is the most romantic place to propose? And i answered 'During sunset at the beach with heart drawn or inside the ferries wheel during night time !' Hmm? Let's see!

LIKE FREAKING ROMANTIC!!!! :3

For singapore flyers at night inner view i can't find much :"(

Anddddd there's 3rd places i wanted too! Suddenly im addicted to SUNFLOWER!!!

DAMN ROMANTIC I TELL YOU! Hahaha! Damn happy that my google adsense had approved ^_^ Rmb to click on those ads! Alrights shall end here :)