最后一抹的微笑

在转身之后

我闭上眼哭了

仅存的一点点骄傲

华丽的外表终于丢掉

很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或

悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范

伪装的勇敢

不轻易让你看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上 一片无

声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻

刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

像是刺猬般防范

伪装的勇敢

不轻易让你看穿

我以为可以很坦然

面对分开时不觉得伤感

然而将灯关上 一片无

声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强

小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还

傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱

却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强

不过是一而再的逞强小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻

刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

Early in the morning around 5am , whole family rushed down to changi to fetch my sister back to sg. Woohoo , finally she's back! Reached there about 6+ yet she haven reach. Waited and waited... 7+ lidat we finally saw her! Hoho , so happy ^^. So we took mrt back home as dad went for work already. While tapping card a fucking Indian man cut ted my queue when im about to tap and caused us to miss our train. Fuck him -'-
After that from tanah merah to paya lebar. Walao , those aunties damn inconsiderate eh! Didn't she saw us carrying a big luggage and a heavy backpack ? Rush in and stepped my leg like don't know how many times siols. As if that is the last train =.=
Still say walao , move in lahs! EXCUSE ME , GOT ALOT OF SPACE EH. Fuck you! Squeezed till i don't even have space to breath (cause a lady in front me her butt very big arh). When reach paya lebar we wanted to go out , asked to excuse us also cannot . Please lah , also not your father buy this train. WTF keep saying walao walao. Damn pekcek eh. So went to point to eat instead. Saw her bought back lots of souvenir hmmm , yummy yummy :)
Back home rest awhile then continue packing out her stuffs. The vanilla nougat is nice! The sparkling chocolate also nice! Carmel want ley! And some nuts... Crazy hor? Chatted with her then went to sleep. Not long my house was filled with nauseating smell some sort of burning plastic lidat. Plus i flu all air trapped inside , headache. @.@
Btw i will uploading those kangaroo and kola bear's pic soon ^^v THEY ARE SO FREAKING CUTE!!! Haha :)

Ahahahha! :x

Took this while webcaming with that fatty few days ago. I've highlighted his pimple ^^v. Haha , hope he doesn't saw this post siols. If not everyone will have free curry chicken to eat. LOL! o.o

Today mama suddenly off which i didn't expected. Lied to her going out with xxx. After that rushed to point to get chicken as buibong wanted to eat. Tried cook as fast as i could so it managed to finish it within 1/2hr. LOL , zai right? Squeezed all food into lunch box , i added too many rice. Cooked omelet (egg and hotdog) and chicken patty really hoped he like it wor :) As usual when to his home AGAIN. Reached there first thing is saw he and his grandma outside while they saw me coming towards them. Idiotic buibong said something about me then he and his grandma keep laughing about it >:( Bought remy martin there to drink gone crazy after that. I swear i won't drink those kind of beer anymore! Causing my gastric pain like there's no tomorrow. Nehneh lahhs. Passed my virus to buibong and he sneezed like don't know how many times? I alrdy told him i was sick yet he insisted me to go. LOL , his problem liaos. Went down to eat tom yam fish soup. Woah my gastric is filled with acids. Back home around 9+ .

Ytd send my mei off to Australia. Don't know how is she over there didn't even return a phone call back since i sent her so many msg. Kinda miss her cause i will alone these few days. Haiis , hoping buibong will entertain me more bahhs ? Hahas...

Pic pic ^^v.
I know this pic looked kind of scary due to my eye! :"(
Morning wasn't in good condition with aokk but after i reached his home , everything seems back to normal. Haha , like 2 immature kids :) That idiotic aaron then passed me few bottle of drinks to drink. He didn't like red bull smell so i took all 3 to finish it. Continue with an almost empty bottle of Martel. Didn't know the effect would be that fast and im drunk. Played awhile as usual. Haha , my aaron is so cuteee ♥! Went to his near by market to eat and helped my mei to buy her stuff to australia. So shiok D: ! After that back to his home and play. Totally drunked and together with my bruise at my head. HOLY SHIT! Back home after that. I can't wait for christmas :)

Why is it our relationship is getting more towards hot and cold situation? Is it my fault or what? Getting abit tired of these. Today back to iora help out. When to hougang and they asked me to go city square work instead. They even scammed my 4.10 siols! I remembered clearly i DID pay to them and that day is i 6pm then transferred to city square. Mother fucker, i haven get pay yet they all keep scamming. Whatever i say here also no use. Worked till 8.30 there. During packing i knocked my head to the cupboard. FML!!! I pain till very giddy eh! Nobody shown any concern to me. PATHETIC. Continued to work and being said by them why so weak. Hey , im not your employee anymore! Waiting for recruit express respond might as well don't. Till now im still headache , didn't know the knock force were that strong o.o
Don't understand why we are keep quarreling? Don't understand why our happy moment turns out like this. Im too tired to care about this anyhow. How much effort we tried the result is still the same wasn't it?

Another disappointment. Decided to post due to boredness.
Histories keep repeats as i predicted. All craps , all those promises are purely lies.
Knife stabbed into heart deeply. It hurts ALOT.
Since im so stupid easily being used by people, from now on i will change.
Bitches and bastard from now on fuck off my life.
I don't need you all to control my life , since its mine, i will control myself.
Dogface shit.