Don't even now why recently so sad. Is it something happen ?
Just felt that everything is just so fragile... A simple confict could cost up great regret.
难道我们一定要失去后在懂得去珍惜吗？
I don't like the feeling of losing someone .
I don't like the feeling that i couldn't get things what i wanted.
I don't like the feeling of hurting someone.
I don't like being hated by someone i love.
I don't like being alone .
&& i don't like the feeling noww.
Its so depressing... I don't want anyone around me to go and i don't want leave them...

Today lazy to post as i even posted at aaron's blog so i don't even know what to post at here. Soooo Byebye :)

Awww , tmr sch re open liaos. Damn sianns luhhs .
I can't even kip play com also ! D:<
Gonna prepare for N lvls liaos =.= Everyday kip N lvl N lvl damn irritating leyyy!
Haiis still tot tmr got holiday luhhs =.=
Ltr going to amk eat. Yay ^^
There is food le. Don't know kip hungry leyy ! I think i got 2 stomach bahhs ? LOL.
Kkays gtg soon. Bye .

Tiring

Today whole day stay at home didn't go out. Damn super duper bored ttm ! D:
Cook some noodles and do some house chores while chatting with aaron the idiotic. LOL!
Blahblah sooo funny siols. Many idiotic jokes =.=
Then on9 play bowling with him... I KIP LOSE EHHHH! Tmd bu shuang.
Haha , he eng damn funny. LOLOL!
~ P- EIYING says:*See how luhhs.
*Btw i m losing =.=
天空的眼泪 says: *gib u win k
~ P- EIYING says:*No nid. LOL.
*You like sian sian the wor.
天空的眼泪 says: *ya lo
*hand noob noob*numb numb
~ P- EIYING says:*You?
天空的眼泪 says:*ya

LOL! Who the hell hand would be noob arh ? Funny guy. Hmmmmmm , even privated his blog. Wuliaos , sooo boringggg . Didi beside me damn irritatiNG =.=

Woah 1am liaos.. Just finished edit aaron's blog skin. Actually i didn't really know if he wants it or not...
Today wake up around 9 lidat tgt with mei prepared food to cook and cook for that pig also.
Its not 100% nice lahhs at least got the effort kkay ! :x
The weather super cold so i "risked" it to went to his house even till now also cold the nohhs ! Hahas ._.
Challenge dj max with him. Eh don't know why this time kip lose =.= perhaps somebody curse me ?
Blahblahs around afternoon jiu went out with aaron , angela and his kor for steamboat ingredient. Eat till very full siols. LOL.
Then that si aaron put salt at my ulcer and it hurts like hell at starting but after that i felt nothing. MIRACLES! Haha :)
TMD i hate that weighting machine seriously! Recently i can't resist the temptation of FOOD. I know i fat alrdy lahhs ! Kuku siols :@
Hmm , i now also abit hungry liaos @.@
Listened to his interesting past history before i went back home... SIAN! Sch gonna re open yet i don't want siols!!! Im sure those teachers will make us stay back for extra classes =.=
Can't kip going out anymore le ... FML D:

SEE THIS! Oh kuan kun kip lose me.

Ahahahahahha, soooo shiok siols.

Damn funny. ^^v

Today super tired siols. Didn't slp alot.
Wake up and do some house chores.... Usual routine...
Went to point for lunch and shop around for drink etc .
Laughed badly at aaron moaning sound. LOL , super funny even my sister laugh out loud.
Ahahahaha , stupid siols.
Back home planning to watch toy story 3 but don't know why connection sucks ttm.
Don't even know whether it load completes =.=
Haiis , so slpy lahhhs !!! :@
Noticed my hair is so fucked messy should go trim it sooner or later.
Quickly grow long longer longer longer LONGER!
Plusplus i haven bought my lens yet =.=
Awwwww :(

Wake up super early today. 6+ jiu kena wake by aaron =.=
Didn't know my hp was beside me then it rings soo loudly that im wake o.o
Blahblah super siann luhhs! Is either i slp not enuf or i slp too much , if not why i whole day so slpy ?
Prepare some random stuff and eat some random food then went to his house in early morning just to continue my slp . LOL , joker =.=
Afterwards went to mall to borrow novels...
This time i borrowed is vampire kind... which i don't really like in the past don't know i able to read finish within time? Haha. Ate 1 ice cream , actually i tot ice cream would help smoothing your ulcer but it didn't works for me but instead it hurt terribly :"(
Chiong-ed to catch my bus.
Reach home not long 阿姨& 舅舅came. Today its their last day at sg soo they will be back in indonesia again...
Gonna miss them especially that kid. HE IS ADORABLE! Hoping in future my kid would be cute as him . LOL!
Even teach him how to play psp but need translator. I seriously don't understand what a single thing he said! :@
As they said their last goodbye with us , 舅舅 cried out loud. LOL .
Didn't know he love sg soo much o.o
Kinda sad but they will visit us sooner or later dehhs.
Hahas , sch gonna re open liaos. I haven't done any hw yet at elearning which i totally abandon it aside. How am i possibly to print out sooo many sets of hw when i don't even have printer ink?
Noobass.
Nvm , heck care it lahhs ._.
Just receive some money back from mama. Yay ^^ tyty.
Hmmm , wondering should i pierce again mahhs or not? Haha :)

Back to blog again.
Seriously i don't know what to type.
Had the feeling to cry out yet not. Endured to the end and till cant hold it...
I don't know what had happen to me recently just... felt abit feverish at afternoon.
Forehead suddenly felt soo warm and dizzy. Plus that stupid ulcer is not getting anywhere !
It just getting bigger and bigger everytime i took out mirror to observe =.=
Perhaps it could be swollen as my teeth ? Eeeeew , disgusting.
Found out that i used almost 4 weeks to complete 1 novels =.= Super jialat after holiday gonna buck up.
I'm hungry now. Didn't eat alot today as my ulcer is hurting like hell !
By the way something is missing right now ! RIGHT NOW!
I want it desperately although thats the reason why i cried.... :"(